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2017 Image of Research

I received an honorable mention at the University of Illinois at Chicago's 2017 Image of Research competition for the following photograph I took at the Pulse memorial in Orlando, Florida. After the mass shooting at the Pulse Nightclub last year, I began a research endeavor to document and contextualize the event itself, as well as understand the variety of ways people interpret and experience tragedy, grief, mourning, and solidarity in Orlando, Florida. This research project

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Pulse: Affective States, Memorial Sites

#Pulse #orlando #pulseshooting #massshooting #OrlandoUnited #photographs #SomosOrlando #WeAreOrlando #photography #blackandwhite #BampW #photos #affect #affective #memorial

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Discourse, Constructing the Sacred, and Disciplining Bodies

When I went to the Pulse Nightclub on the night of June 10, 2017, the first thing I saw was a sign posted with rules of the nightclub parking lot turned memorial. "We ask that visitors maintain proper etiquette, personal behavior, and conduct at all times." This need to construct sacred space through disciplining bodies was a disturbing reminder of the oppressive forces that are always at play. Partnered with an ever present police force, memorial tourists striking somber pos

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News Media, Violence, and Global Capital: Contradictions in Knowledge Production

While writing a recent article on Pulse, I came across this dilemma when researching the reported protest of thousands of people against gay marriage in Puerto Rico in 2013. While I only briefly referenced the protest in an effort to contextualize experiences of homophobia and heteronormativity in Puerto Rico, I wanted to make sure I had correct facts about the religious protest–mainly that the large protest actually happened the way that informants had recollected. I vaguely

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"Safe Place" Programs: Neoliberalism and Violence Against LGBT People

Six months after the Pulse shooting, Orlando launched a "Safe Places" program in an effort to help victims of LGBT violence through "symbolic safety." "It is a voluntary program which allows businesses and other establishments to designate themselves as places that will report anti-LGBT incidents and allow victims to come inside and call police... Participating establishments are placing a rainbow-colored decal in their windows. In large letters, the stickers read ‘Report ant

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Love is Blinding: Emphasizing Love and Ignoring War in Response to the Pulse Shooting

Last week, the City of Orlando released the 911 calls made by Omar Mateen, the shooter who killed 49 people and injured 68 at the Pulse nightclub in Orlando, Florida. You can read the full transcripts here. Omar's main message, which he repeated over and over, was to end the airstrikes in Syria and Iraq. Here are some excerpts of what Mateen said to police while still inside of the club: "... You have to tell America to stop bombing Syria and Iraq. They are killing a lot of i

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Spaces and Flows: Interactive Presentation

To accompany my conference presentation at Spaces and Flows this month, I created an interactive presentation. This digital component is meant to supplement the information provided at each conference, providing additional information, additional resources, and the larger framework for this research project. To access the interactive presentation, please click on the following link: https://spark.adobe.com/page/U16zVZkuxFB71/ If you have any issues accessing this presentation

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NDAA: A Pernicious Tool for LGBT Violence

When Republicans are not slipping legislation into the National Defense Authorization Act (NDAA) that legalizes, expands, or protects discrimination against LGBT people, Democrats use the annual defense bill as a strategy to pass legislation intended to "protect" LGBT people by tying it to military spending and expansion. This “strange coupling of civil rights and national security,” first occurred with the marriage of the NDAA of 2010 and the Matthew Shepard and James Byrd,

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Pulse at the Orange County Regional History Center

The Orange County Regional History Center is doing an amazing job collecting items and documenting all of the memorials of the mass shooting at Pulse. Even if you have visited the sites, there are things that you may not have seen available digitally. Check out the digital memorial here: http://www.thehistorycenter.org/digital-memorial/ #OrangeCounty #Pulse #massshooting #massacre #shooting #LGBT #gay #gaybar #nightclub #memorial #OrangeCountyRegionalHistoryCenter #history

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Pulse Nightclub Today

These photos were taken at the Pulse Nightclub in Orlando on September 22, 2016. The signs, gifts, and offerings that were left at the club over the past few months had been moved. It seemed barren, but slowly people were bringing more things - candles, pictures, flowers, stuffed animals... A new fence was installed, and on it large canvas murals of local artwork were draped to hide the building. When I went, there were only a handful of people. Three women were filming a doc

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Local Art En Memoriam

I went to the Orlando Public Library downtown to check out the Paint Strong exhibit. It's interesting to visually see how place and economy are situated in mourning and thought through art. Here are the pieces that stuck out to me the most: #Pulse #art #paintings #acrylic #memorial #shooting #orlando #orlandostrong #orlandounited #paintstrong #LGBT #gay

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Pulse

What started out as a personal essay, grew into a journal article and an interactive poster that I will be presenting at at least one conference this Fall. I have received some excellent feedback from my peers, for which I am very grateful. While I am still working on the final draft of the journal piece, I will be presenting the poster at the upcoming Spaces and Flows conference in November. The journal article has been accepted, pending revision to North American Dialogue.

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Pulse Memorial Crosses

These are photographs of the memorial crosses at Lake Beauty taken on July 9, 2016 in Orlando, FL. #pulse #memorial #crosses #lakebeauty #orlando #massacre #shooting #LGBT #gay

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Pulse Memorials at the Dr. Phillips Center for the Performing Arts

These are photographs of the memorial in front of the Dr. Phillips Center for the Performing Arts in downtown Orlando. This was the site of the first city-wide memorial of the Pulse shooting. Taken on July 9, 2016. #DrPhillips #performingarts #orlando #downtown #pulse #memorial #shooting #massshooting #LGBT #gay

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Memorial at the Pulse Nightclub

These are photographs of the memorial in front of the Pulse nightclub taken on July 9, 2016 in Orlando, FL. #pulse #nighclub #orlando #shooting #memorial #offerings #massacre #massshooting #LGBTQ #lgbt #aftermath

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Zachary Blair